Monday, March 31, 2014

Handstand

The past few days I have been having difficulties with my handstand. I could not make the connection as to why but I might have been stressed out because i had a speech to give in my group, Toastmaster International. Then I had my first wine tasting with some of my old coworkers. Lastly its because of my interview at MGM. I can not figure out what to do career wise. I love having the freedom but at the same time i am tight on money since I'm unemployed an all. As much as i don't feel anxiety or worried, i think subconsciously I am worried.

However after today, I was able to make handstand against the wall. To add to it I am able to push through my lazy left. When I first tried pushing through my left I was terrified and began feeling anxious but somehow today it came natural. Yay Meeeeh

I choose to find hopeful and optimistic ways to look at this.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Fear of Interview

Today, I went to an interview for a manager position at MGM. I was nervous as ever and i made sure i practiced my handstand before hand. It took me 10 tries before i could get into the wall because i was determine to be able to headstand against the wall. I was calm while i was driving there and once i got to Beverly Hills all the nerves began shooting in my body. No matter how nervous i was i keep my composure and i managed to survived the interview with HR and Director. There is a second round interview with the CFO and COO but that's if i make to the second round, who knows?
After my interview, on my drive home i noticed that i had began singing and dancing in my car. It dawn on me that things that terrifies me give me adrenaline and motivation to do whatever i desire. It was the same feeling when did surfing and zipping in Costa Rica, i felt alive and motivated. Mind you i am afraid of highs.
What Went Well? That i found out that doing things that i fear motivates and makes me feel alive.
What was your Roll? That i became aware and noticed something important about myself.
Find something wonderful about yourself and express it!

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

100 Happy Days

A friend of mine posted on Facebook "Can you be happy for 100 days?" I decided to take the life changing challage, today is Day 1!
I received a voice-mail from CII (Children Institute Inc.) a place where I volunteer, needs my help tomorrow. I felt important that Dr. Noya called because they need me! Then Jason and i took Link to the dog park. I saw kids playing baseball at the park next door and it made me smile. Then a dog was so excited to be at the park began running vigorously in circle and back and forth and inn circles. This dog's energy radiated that I picked it up. I wanted to run around the park and I was laughing loudly, my emotions was inexplicable. Lastly, I found someone to go to Bikram Yoga and I was her first time and Brittany enjoyed it. With her coming made me more motivated to practice. Thanks Britt!
You can also follow me on Instagram @yogawithmp to see all the pictures and daily updates. See you on the other side.
#100HappyDays #SwtKrzyNSpunkyMerry
Be HappyBig Grin

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Email Part 2

I received a few positive responses to my email, I am grateful for all the replies. A few did not response and I can respect that. I'm sure they aren't sure how to reply to an email like the one I sent.  I'm pretty speechless. 

I was supposed to attend a training to Perfect Day Surf Camp but I decided not to go because I wanted to stay home since I was at my Ex house all week watching our sick dog. I needed some peace of my own and regenerate some positive energy to myself. There is another training in May so I will go then. It feels like a wonderful choice. I called Verizon this morning because I had a question about the Global phone I borrowed for my trip. Nick was very much helpful and saved me some $ on my bills. I stayed home all day and did pretty much nothing.

What went well? When I called Verizon because Nick was so helpful and saved me a few bucks on my bill. He was very thorough and descriptive on the my savings.

What was my role? That I decided to call and that he was very easy to talk with. I love having awesome customer service.

Keep SmilingSmile

Friday, March 21, 2014

The Email...

A few days ago, I sent an email to my family and friends in regards to some changes in my life. I was laid of from my job of seven years, last year. My longest relationship ever had gone south and I ended up moving to an apartment with my youngest brother. I held on to these for months because I thought that they will judge me. But that wasn't the case, I was judging myself for them and made it difficult to myself to share. I'm sure there are chis-me or judgment going around but that's okay, it's not my business. Not telling them were putting a lot of weight on my shoulder and heavy on my chest. I like to be free, light and ready to soar. I am aware  now of not putting myself in that situation ever again. Lesson learned for sure.

What went well that day? I feel free from judging myself and free to move forward in my life's journey. 
What was my role? After my cousin asked if my boyfriend and I split up, there was no hiding it. I needed to confirm the rumors, even though it wasn't a rumor. I let go of the judgment, took a breath and sent my email.
Fly and Soar!

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Why begin a blog?


I have been wanting to blog for years, now. But I was afraid to do it because I am not the best writer and grammarian. So a few days ago, my cousin mentioned that I should start blogging. Apparently, I have been inspiring her through my Instagram @Hooponoponolyfstyl. You'll never know who you are inspiring until you start something you enjoy. Since I inspired one person maybe just maybe I may inspire two or three more being and maybe even more.I will blog about my travels local, domestic and international. Blogging is the a way to share my experiences and adventures with others.

Stay Vibrant!!!